I’m Doing It

I decided today that I’m for sure going on this trip. Of course there could always be something that comes up that would prevent me, but I’m planning on it, and I’ll start making preparations for it. I’m going to need to get my blog up and running.

Last night I decided that I wanted to have a birthday party at our house this next Thursday. I made an event on facebook and I’ve been inviting a bunch of people. In my invite, I mention that I’m planning on going on a trip soon. Everybody has been asking me what trip I’m going on and what-not, so I need a place to refer them to. I want to get my blog up and running, so that I can start referring people to it. I’ll probably take some of the thoughts that I’ve recorded in this blog, and put them in my other one so that there is an explanation of some of my reasons for wanting to go on the trip.

I feel so much different today then I’ve felt in a while. Now that I’ve decided I’m going on the trip for sure, I’m so much more excited for life. I’m more interested in being social and active in Provo, because I know I won’t be hear much longer. I’m actually excited to tell people about what I’m doing, rather than dreading the inevitable “what are you doing now that you’re graduated” question. I think that’s a good thing. I’m excited about it, and I think it will help me get rid of this restless feeling that I’ve been having. I’ve been wanting to make a decision for some time now, but I just wanted to make sure that no other options interested me enough. Well, I think if I don’t go on the trip, I’ll always have a nagging in the back of my mind. I have to live my life so that I can look back at it and have no regrets.